Off The Grid

Posted on April 27, 2012 | 13 Comments

Friends and readers.

First, I want to thank you all for your kind support this week.  Although I haven’t yet responded to your comments, I have read them all, and I am grateful for both your words and thoughts.  I will respond.  I just don’t yet know when…

I’ve fucked up.  This you know.  Things are not getting better, although I have faith in my marriage, so I believe they will.  I just don’t know if my marriage has faith in me right now.  Fuck.  Idk.  This is my battle to fight as I’ve created this fucking mess.  It is up to me to try and fix it.  Put back together what pieces are still left within my reach.  And hope with all my being that there is enough there…

The point of writing to you all this morning is simply to thank you all for being there and to let you know that’s I’m shutting down all outside communication for the next few days.  No blog.  No email.  No phone.  I need to devote my entire being to M, if he’ll even let me at this point.  I can only hope. 

Hugs and kiss ya’all.  ~LSAM

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13 Responses to Off The Grid

  1. creativenoodling | April 27, 2012 at 7:37 am | Reply

    Sending kind and hopeful thoughts your way.

  2. Kyle | April 27, 2012 at 7:52 am | Reply

    all the best – fingers crossed for you – you are in our thoughts

  3. pivoine68 | April 27, 2012 at 8:01 am | Reply

    Keep your chin up LSAM.

  4. Theo Black | April 27, 2012 at 8:01 am | Reply

    You’re a brave, loving woman. l hope you can work this out.

  5. Anisa | April 27, 2012 at 8:10 am | Reply

    I have a lot of experience in fucking up. I wrote a very very similar post to this one last August. Let me know if you need an ear – and good luck. xo

  6. Hyacinth | April 27, 2012 at 9:36 am | Reply

    All the love and faith and support I can muster is being sent your way, Love.

  7. gingersjourney | April 27, 2012 at 11:15 am | Reply

    My deepest thoughts & wishes are with you that you can rebuild your relationship with your husband into what you both want. Be kind to yourself….:)
    Ginger

  8. Gillian Colbert | April 27, 2012 at 11:26 am | Reply

    Much love, babe, you know that.

  9. Nick | April 27, 2012 at 1:25 pm | Reply

    The Grid is a lot less without you there.

    Miss you, our Crazy Bitch.

  10. itsmymuse | April 27, 2012 at 9:23 pm | Reply

    Sending positive thoughts your way.

  11. eroticexploration | April 28, 2012 at 12:50 pm | Reply

    Having been through something similar (I think – not knowing details, and knowing how unique all of our experiences are) I am deeply empathetic and really hope you guys can work through it and come out stronger. Hugs and hope x

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